I keep telling myself lies Thinking it'll make things right But things are only getting worse I like to swear up & down That I know how to cope now But everything really fucking hurts And why can't I be normal? Why do I have to struggle? Somebody please call a medic You would think that after all these years And you'd think that after all these tears I'd know how to handle this better by now But it hurts more now than it ever did Answer the phone I need protected You're gonna be the reason that I'm in the ground And I swear up & down That I know how to cope now But everything really fucking hurts And why can't I just please be normal? Why am I the one that struggles? Somebody please call a medic And I like to swear up & down That I can cope now But everything really fucking hurts Wanna know why can't I be normal And why do I have to struggle? Somebody please call a medic