Word to every talk I never had and break I never took Sidestepped as the one who leap and never look Hunt for heaven in a state of stuck and shook Mirror twelve o'clock I hate this fuckin' book It's always some excuse in every chapter I get three deep nothing barely happens Go from slow to arrogantly rapid This righteous turtle turned into a rabbit Cycles on repeat, escape on rerunning like the record Breakin' breakin' habits Help me, help me, hold up No, not once again Graveyarding my grit Acting like my friend Make me play your game, call this how to quit Every now and then I'm a pile of pieces learning how to bend Big decisions none of which I can commend Done patrolling opinions they all pretend Call it how I feel when I can't see Everything I hear making me antsy Thought you was the aid You was a detriment In disguise Another rookie sacrifice You just trouble playing every paradise Cost what careful is I left mine for traps writing perilous Three blind away Call it how I feel when I can't see You can't take the wheel making me antsy Thought you was the aid You was a detriment In disguise Another rookie sacrifice You just trouble playing every paradise Cost what careful is I left mine for traps writing perilous Three blind away