It's been two days since my last pill It's a lonely descent to thoughts I should've killed I've only had words but I'm not able to name this I've only had words but I'm not able to name this It's still hard for me to understand who I met I really hope you realized you need nothing to liberate yourself I've got to let you go and stop tryna find out who you've slept with But as much as I try it's yours the scent that I breathe I think of you, I dream of you, I still have sex with you like the times I felt truly free, with you I think of you, I dream of you, I still have sex with you like the times I felt truly free, with you It's time to do something to stop the regret It's time to do something to make this life worth living It's funny because I was a dick but you were there, still with me Everyone else makes you laugh much more than I ever tried Now I get why you were constantly on the edge of saying goodbye (And you were right) I think of you, I dream of you, I still have sex with you like the times I felt truly free, with you I think of you, I dream of you, I still have sex with you like the times I felt truly free, with you This is my farewell to what's clearly an obsession I finally learnt love means protection