Sunny days be cool But I love the rain better I'm so used to having cloudy days I'm stuck to pain weather Sunny days be cool But I love the rain better I'm so used to having cloudy days I'm stuck to pain weather Cried my eyes out in my cell When my mom sent me her first letter I'm 17 time to grow up Time to get my life together I seen reality for the first time I knew I could be something great When I spit my first rhyme I knew I was turning into my dad When I committed my first crime Knew I was thurl when I gave you my last dime Yeah Same face, same height, same pain Ain't much that changed about me So busy trying to rush into the future Like what's the same about me I'm still a regular human being like you Ain't no fame about me And don't act like you need me Cause you'd be the same without me Das real Speak yo mind, tell me how you feel Speak yo mind, tell me how you feel Mhmm Yeah I served my time through the seasons Momma ask, still don't got a reason Even though I'm guilty, I ain't pleading I just told em help is what I'm needing Dat boy love candy, das why he still behind bars And we gone ride til the wheels fall We gon kill behind ours I can't think straight, oh no I lost my brain in the stars I ain't even know a rose had a umbrella I hope it rain with da stars I get high in another galaxy I passed Pluto and Mars I might get tatted up on my arm I'm tired of seeing my scars I ran away from da crib Shit at least five times A nigga was chasing da streets I'm like my daddy Daddy a dickhead I cannot help it if das where we are I got life decisions to make I risked my life on shit I would take I was on back to back Up in detention Jus gimme a break I found out my lil bro was a cop He be telling dem boys, rather get me a snake Niggas be eating, shit I'm tryin to eat too So I woke up just to get me some cake Part of my heart with the demons And part of my heart went to da streets And it went to da mic Like who do I love the most And I could hate dat girl She gone love the goat And we been broke up But know she still mine She stay my bitch And she loved me while I was poor But she'll be obsessed once I'm rich Nigga Mhmm Percs be healing my body I'm like dat nigga who made Beatbox Cause once I Spotem then I Gottem Club going up on a Tuesday Trap getting lit on a Friday 18th Street just ain't da same Without Due, Kai, Sammy and Saddi Yes I got a good personality But inside, I mentally suck I gotta get a lot of shit out of my head Xayne Vorloe is mentally fucked They wanna know what I got in my cup Like what do you think I really be sipping I watch my cousin get high off Dat embalming fluid Like damn he really be dipping What Ops be dissing on da gram And you try to shake my hand But you really ain't my man They ain't say free me All of dem months, I was in the can They ain't say free me All of dem months, I was in the can I just, want some love for real I need a hug for real I'm hurt inside, I want a Perc I wanna pop a pill They don't know how I feel They don't know how I deal I was taking drugs just to heal I was taking drugs just to heal They don't know how I feel I was taking drugs just to heal They don't know how I feel They don't know how I'm real They don't know how I feel They don't know how I feel They don't know how I feel They don't know how I feel