Seven four nine
I been high for way too long and I can't tell what's wrong
What's been up with me sometimes I wanna know
Who been kept awake at night, (is who) I'll never show
Never gonna grow if I know I'm always right
Who are you? Tengyboy
How you feel? Not great
Maybe you been stressing over things just like you would
Nah I think I'm okay as long as I work hard enough
These people bouta feel the wrath of a youngin' superstar
I'm good with all these words
Man I'm better on the stage
Cadence is the key and I've been standing like a king
I'm here because I'm different I'm better than half of these fools
I'm only twenty two and i been making lots of green
Pffft... I wish
Man I been living double lives to reach some people's expectations
I'm a rapper but i'm not as rich and half as charming am I?
If i'm not at home, then I be grinding in the studio
Planting all my insecurities up on a page
Cause I'm afraid to be irrelevant, afraid of falling off again
Some people telling me that i'm too bad at this, I mad resent
The way this culture is but it is what it is
I might not be cut for this but I wouldn't know because
I been high for way too long and I can't tell what's wrong
Whats been up with me sometimes I wanna know
Who been kept awake at night, (is who) I'll never show
Never gonna grow if i know i'm always right
Can anybody tell me whats the deal?
Sick of people always acting real
Cause everything they say it always stay with me
Let me tell these people how I feel
Yeah I ain't stressing bout it much but i need them to understand
I know im different from the rest but i still feeling what they saying
I cant make a statement cause they judging my opinions
There ain't
No way i can escape the hatred in the comments
I don't wanna fight back, I wanna sit and relax
I wanna live a normal life, but I cant go back to that
I wish they'd finally understand, when people watching they backs
It's like you cant be by yourself and its a struggling act
And if this means I gotta front then my emotions are cold
They never ask you how you doing, just want the things that you own
I gotta keep my circle tight I'm sick of beefing with trust
Enough
I'll never know if this is over cause ive been
I been high for way too long and I can't tell what's wrong
Whats been up with me sometimes I wanna know
Who been kept awake at night, (is who) I'll never show
Never gonna grow if i know i'm always right
Are you alright?