If you'd asked me ten years ago
Where I'd be now
I never thought I'd be this low
I'm stuck underground
I'm trying to find who I am
It's harder than I planned
The constant worry's mostly
What I can't stand
I don't wanna feel sorry for who I am
Or how I share my joy
But this independence I've found
Gave me a new voice
Cus I'm tired of leanin
Leanin so hard
On the words of others
It weighs on my heart
On my heart
I know I'm constantly doubting
The skills I have built
When I look at others
I feel so much guilt
What I've spent my life building,
It's going to plan
I just struggle to see it
It's gotten out of hand
I don't wanna feel sorry for who I am
Or how I share my joy
But this independence I've found
Gave me a new voice
Cus I'm tired of leanin
Leanin so hard
On the words of others
It weighs on my heart
On my heart
If you'd asked me ten years ago
Where I'd be now
I never thought I'd be here
Singin' to a crowd
Look at where I am now
Look at where I am now
Where I am now