You will always find me where I was
Even if I move, even if I die
Even if I become
Someone else, I'll be her
Sneaking out, getting hurt
Climbing trees to fall asleep
Somewhere away from you
Somewhere away from me
I'm sorry that's who you took along
I suppose she is quiet and small
I only want you to have it easy
But that's proving hard to let you do
Oh, to let you go
So I guess that I'm carrying, too
You as I remember you
I'm not saying it's your fault
I won't tell you I hate you to silence your guilt
I always needed you in my peripheral vision
See, don't you, Natalie?
I loved you poorly, but with all of my ability
I was a playground full of carpenter bees
I dug a hole and tried to hide in everything
So far, you couldn't reach, but
I always wished that I could take you with me
I'm not saying it's your fault
I won't tell you I hate you to silence your guilt
I always needed you in my peripheral vision
See, don't you, Natalie?
I loved you poorly, but with all of my ability
I was a playground full of carpenter bees
I dug a hole and tried to hide in everything
So far, you couldn't reach, but
Know I always wished that I could take you with me
I'm not saying it's your fault
I won't tell you I hate you to silence your guilt
I always needed you
See, don't you, Natalie?
I loved you poorly, but with all of my ability
Know I always wished that I could take you with me
Know I always wished that I could take you with me