It's been a while but I still have splinters From the hardwood floor I tore apart Hid my face, spent my winter Misunderstood wishing on a star I'll grow but like mold My heart freezes cold I feel so alone I don't know where to go My heart is at home But I don't know Why I'm so alone Figure 8 in my head Round and round til I'm dead Lie awake in my bed Rewinding all that you said Don't wanna make you upset But I'm so full of regret I wish I could forget I'm so afraid that I'm a quitter I let my dreams just fall apart But I know I'm more than I've been being But things just get so hard I wish I would know the way things will go before I get old I'm so afraid of what I don't know When everything turns to gold I lose my mind out on the road I don't wanna do what I'm told Figure 8 in my head Round and round til I'm dead Lie awake in my bed Rewinding all that you said Don't wanna make you upset But I'm so full of regret I wish I could forget I wish I could forget I'll grow but like mold My heart freezes cold I feel so alone I don't know where to go My heart is at home But I don't know Why I'm so alone Figure 8 in my head Round and round til I'm dead Lie awake in my bed Rewinding all that you said Don't wanna make you upset But I'm so full of regret I wish I could forget Figure 8 in my head Round and round til I'm dead Lie awake in my bed Rewinding all that you said Don't wanna make you upset But I'm so full of regret I wish I could forget