So here we go again I'm just trying to know myself But my head is spinning out again We're spinning out again I was afraid of this, but fuck it I'm down to embrace it if I can You can't help me out of it You won't help me out of it So here I go I Don't even know why I'm still here and why I try Go home and rest your head You won't feel better if you're dead You'll still read me the riot act There's no peace when you light a match I feel so dated Like a prehistoric rock so faded in my mind I've been feeling so left behind I'm not ready to lose my mind So here I go I Don't even know why I'm still here and why I try So here I go I Don't even know why I'm still here and why I try And every time I wanna die I Fill my lungs to feel alive So every time I wanna die I Fill my lungs to feel alive So here I go I Don't even know why I'm still here and why I try So here I go I Don't even know why I'm still here and why I try