I don't, I don't I don't wanna, I don't wanna I don't, I don't I don't wanna, I don't wanna I don't, I don't I don't wanna, I don't wanna I don't, I don't I don't wanna, I don't wanna The air is cold tonight The moon is shining bright And as I fall I kind of wish that I could start to fly My life was sad and dumb And no one cared enough But I guess the little things were kind of beautiful Like my mama's smile I wonder where she is I hope that when she finds out that she doesn't blame herself She was kind to me, so were lots of you I'm just sorry that there wasn't more that I could do I know lots of people loved me, yeah But that didn't make me happy, nah In a way, it's kind of funny, yeah It's the first time that I feel free, God I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna say goodbye I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna say goodbye I don't, I don't I don't wanna, I don't wanna I don't, I don't I don't wanna, I don't wanna I don't, I don't I don't wanna, I don't wanna I don't, I don't I don't wanna, I don't wanna And I loved a girl I think she loved me too For her, I don't think that there's anything I wouldn't do She's probably better off I'm not what she needs I just hope she knows how much her love it meant to me She's the only thing That made me really think "Can I get through all the pain that living brings to me?" She made me feel so warm Now I feel so cold Hope she lives a happy life until she grey and old Now I'll never feel her touch again, yeah In a way, she was my only friend, yeah Wish I could be with her till the end, yeah But my story is about to end, yeah I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna say goodbye I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna say goodbye