Tonight I watched a friend pour her guts out on the floor
And I wonder how much sadness she keeps trapped behind her tongue.
You know I've felt that way maybe more than I would admit.
At night I often wonder how she even bottles it.
Take a look in the mirror
Tell me what you see,
Is this what you wanted?
Try and stay awake.
Just for a little while
And save me from my nightmares.
Every time I'm near you,
Man it hurts like hell
And I cant stand it.
You saw love in me for the last time.
I think you know how I feel about you.
I think you know that I don't really care what come next? we're just friends?
And I've been trying my best but you've been so fucking distant.
The sad thing about our friendship is how I never know
If you're genuinely hurting or if this is all for show.
It's been a bad year and when I see you it still hurts like hell.
I saw the sun way past midnight, is everything lost?
Maybe it's time that I leave here and go nowhere at all.
I saw myself way past midnight miles from home?
She said I'm dying to see you but cant pick up the phone
I'm completely lost, I'm completely miserable.
I'm completely lost, I'm completely miserable.
I'm completely lost, I'm completely miserable.
I'm completely lost, I'm completely miserable.
I'm completely miserable.
I'm completely miserable.
I'm completely miserable.
I'm completely done.