Forgiving you for everything, I cannot catch my breath The hardest path I ever took, I counted every step I counted every lie you told yeah I expect your best Well the fool in me's got the best of me Again again again Feeling like you can't Well i'm feeling like I won't And I remember all the times I remember losing hope Don't you dare try to forget me You chose to be alone And when I take a look inside I found your broken home You're all alone You let me go In disappointed feeling Is this what I've been dreaming? I know I shouldn't love you that's why I never tried I'm lying to my face again, how the fuck have I survived The way you left me here turning cheek to blindly leave The way you said you always cared The thought that I believed You let me go I used to wish that you weren't breathing Is this what I've been dreaming?