Walking out the front door Believe in what I cannot see Finding out that even The lock can break the key I've been living in a lie To live life without you Believing my own lies and without a clue While I'm packing boxes I found some of your things I throw myself as you were still right here with me But I was living in a lie To feel closer to you Believing in a lie Was the best that I could do You left me only bones to pick And break between my teeth To suck out all the marrow and taste The truths you've kept from me Well while you slept in my bed I always laid and faced the wall Thinking about ash and broken things loose 'Cause I thought you could dissolve I was a mouthful of lies I'm always spitting at you, You believed all of my lies and without a clue Walking out the front door I'm always speaking to trees Finding out that even The lock can break the key Seems I'm living in a lie To feel closer to you, Believing in a lie, It's the best that I can do, Living in a lie, I'm always dreaming of you Believing my own lie Was the best that I could do for you