The nothing was never right. The nothing is real. And childhood hurts to remember. You cried a sullen tear to release my fears in here. I'm incapable of tears and I'll climb the ladder I fear. Hoping I can find love but not in you! You! Somehow I wish there was more to this... more to this! And I corrupt it! And I bury it! And I breathe life into it! When I need it! This is my message to U! Why do I feel forsaken? When you're only teaching me. What's the use in me? To rape my memories? To give me an eternal sting. How do I compensate for the loss, Of a broken memory? Somehow I wish there was more to this... more to this! And I corrupt it! And I bury it! And I breathe life into it! When I need it! Some of these people are so ungrateful! It only stings for a moment! Some of these people are so ungrateful! That when she stings it's forever!