We drove all night So we could watch the eclipse Your hand on my upper thigh I read you directions off an old napkin You said the sky looked like magic And we kissed in the half-light We found the perfect view off trail It was the first time I had sex outside But you don't know that I'm fucked up and I'm not over my last love I think I told you about him once But maybe I played it off too much It's always the same excuse and I'll never say I love you But I'll pretend that it's alright We can just have a good time And you brought me home To your parents house And we had to sneak around like kids Making love downstairs on that little couch I helped your mom set the table And she laughed at things I said And your dad asked me if I would be Coming back again But you don't know that I'm fucked up and I'm not over my last love I think I told you about him once But maybe I played it off too much It's always the same excuse and I'll never say I love you But I'll pretend that it's alright We can just have a good time You don't know You don't know You don't know You don't know You don't know You don't know You don't know You don't know that I'm fucked up But you don't know that I'm fucked up and I'm not over my last love I think I told you about him once But maybe I played it off too much It's always the same excuse and I'll never say I love you But I'll pretend that it's alright We can just have a good time You don't know You don't know You don't know that I'm fucked up