It's gettin' late now, that's when I can't stop my mind
Lookin' for reasons, maybe it's just not my time
Change of the seasons, I'll be better by next July
I should be sleepin', but I'm stayin' up, like
One step forwards, fallin' backwards
I just wanna prove that I'm worth
More than what my head tells me that I am
I'll try again
How do I fake a smile and feel the tension?
Wait, I'm movin' too fast in the wrong direction
I've been runnin' around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop stayin' up lookin' for signs
We're back to Monday, and I'm startin' on time
Hope you can see that, I'm tryin' to get this all right
I'll quit the drinkin', and I'll speak my own mind
I should be sleepin', but I'm stayin' up, like
One step forwards, fallin' backwards
I just wanna prove that I'm worth
More than what my head tells me that I am
I'll try again
How do I fake a smile and feel the tension?
Wait, I'm movin' too fast in the wrong direction
I've been runnin' around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop stayin' up lookin' for signs
Stayin' up lookin'
Stayin' up, stayin' up
Stayin' up, stayin' up
Now I'm gettin' colder the further I go, but I can't seem to turn away
It's a bad habit, I know that I shouldn't, I'm makin' the same mistakes
I'm gettin' older, and I should know better, but this shit is hard to break
This shit is hard to break
How do I fake a smile and feel the tension?
Wait, I'm movin' too fast in the wrong direction
I've been runnin' around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop stayin' up lookin' for signs
Stayin' up lookin' for signs
I'll be better by next July (stayin' up, stayin' up)
I'm stayin' up lookin' for signs (stayin' up, stayin' up)
I'll be better by next July
I'm gettin' colder the further I go, but I can't seem to turn away
It's a bad habit, I know that I shouldn't, I'm makin' the same mistakes
I'm gettin' older, and I should know better, but this shit is hard to break
This shit is hard to break