Caught between the boredom and the clarity Don't be scared of me, I know Bizarre to see me standing here You say insincere, oh What am I supposed to do? It's like I never needed you Feeling somewhat self-assured, oh Caught between the hatred and the gratitude Can't be mad at you no more My heart's been beating record time I'm a wreck at times, oh Bet you wish I was worse now What am I supposed to do? It's like I never needed you Feeling somewhat self-assured, oh I wish I hurt you better A victim to your weather A bitch tied to your tether I wish I hurt you better I wish I hurt you better A victim to your weather A bitch tied to your tether I wish I hurt you better I wish I hurt you better A victim to your weather A bitch tied to your tether I wish I hurt you better I wish I hurt you better