I don't know how we ended up alone in this room And I don't know how I'm drunk off your perfume Brush against me, now I'm on fire I know we said that we're just friends But I'm a liar I dig my nails into my skin To stop me thinking about Your hands on me, oh, I'm dying 'Cause I know I'm not allowed I'm up all night Going over and over things unsaid And I fantasize About subtext and existential dread Maybe you should come and sleep over Hope that I don't feel this way when I'm older Keeping it all inside Out of sight and out of mind I don't know why just catching your eye makes me breathless And I don't know why seeing you with your other friends makes me jealous (I'm not jealous) Brushed against me, God, I'm trying I know we said we were just friends But I'm lying, but I'm lying I dig my nails into my skin To stop me thinking about Your hands on me, oh, I'm dying 'Cause I know I'm not allowed I'm up all night Going over and over things unsaid And I fantasize About subtext and existential dread Maybe you should come and sleep over Hope that I don't feel this way when I'm older Keeping it all inside Out of sight and out of mind