She told me from the start she wasn't ready To fall in love right now, to be with anyone But of course I persisted, I couldn't help it I'm a masochistic fool, I knew I couldn't have her So I drive back all alone, and I feel so numb again I'll go back to square one, and start looking for someone I am trying to fill a void, and this is never ending It's like a black hole in my soul, that's always yearning He left me broken now, I'm trying to fix it But I don't know how to try, when I feel so damn sick This isn't love, it's just a state, that I'm in right now Infatuated by her ways, I wanna be like that Chemicals all wrong in my brain, feel like I'm an addict Pull me out so I can separate, love from the feeling I have I don't wanna be alone I need someone to make me whole They'll play a part in my dream like Juliet Take my hand down the aisle as we lock our eyes And in this sapphic daze bask in the morning sun I'll have a drink in my hand and we'll toast to the world of lust