She told me from the start she wasn't ready
To fall in love right now, to be with anyone
But of course I persisted, I couldn't help it
I'm a masochistic fool, I knew I couldn't have her
So I drive back all alone, and I feel so numb again
I'll go back to square one, and start looking for someone
I am trying to fill a void, and this is never ending
It's like a black hole in my soul, that's always yearning
He left me broken now, I'm trying to fix it
But I don't know how to try, when I feel so damn sick
This isn't love, it's just a state, that I'm in right now
Infatuated by her ways, I wanna be like that
Chemicals all wrong in my brain, feel like I'm an addict
Pull me out so I can separate, love from the feeling I have
I don't wanna be alone
I need someone to make me whole
They'll play a part in my dream like Juliet
Take my hand down the aisle as we lock our eyes
And in this sapphic daze bask in the morning sun
I'll have a drink in my hand and we'll toast to the world of lust