What's this feeling? Lay back, watch the ceiling Some call me miserable I'll drown in this bottle Consume this bottle I (don't) know why I always feel like this I (don't) know why rejection tastes like this Why do I feel like this My heads in such a mess What's this feeling? Lay back, watch the ceiling Some call me miserable I'll drown in this bottle (Go away) No restraint it's undeniable (Go away) Shaped this way I'm unreliable I'm unreliable Self loathing, it's indescribable Reject!! Tossed aside I'm stuck in my ways Dissolving the way it tastes Hurt My-self Again I don't know why I always feel like this I don't know why rejection tastes like this Why do I feel like this My heads in such a mess Fractured internally So high where do I turn Fractured externally Addictions mighty burn Fractured internally I don't where I'll turn Fractured externally I guess I'll feel this burn