Fell into black hole While I was looking down at my phone Feel like such an asshole Singing "it was good to be alone" And things don't happen Quite the way you plan them I could do the opposite It'd probly end the same again There's no use trying to play pretend I was so God damn sure That I wanted to be with her And I was so God damn hurt Cause I just wanted to feel secure Cause I don't really know How it feels to be After what I want without somebody Tryna give me what I need They're sending me to pasture Way down on the Florida coast Man, I love the sunshine But I sure hate the rehab and the boats But I hate change So I just make the same mistakes I always push to bend But I can never break the frame No I can never leave this place Don't wanna live in this open source Send me to live on some Private golf course Got pushed to bend Passed the point of comfort I lost control and the recoil sure hurt I'm sorry I pushed and pushed Til I could bend no more I'm sorry I can't love you The way I did before