Fell into black hole
While I was looking down at my phone
Feel like such an asshole
Singing "it was good to be alone"
And things don't happen
Quite the way you plan them
I could do the opposite
It'd probly end the same again
There's no use trying to play pretend
I was so God damn sure
That I wanted to be with her
And I was so God damn hurt
Cause I just wanted to feel secure
Cause I don't really know
How it feels to be
After what I want without somebody
Tryna give me what I need
They're sending me to pasture
Way down on the Florida coast
Man, I love the sunshine
But I sure hate the rehab and the boats
But I hate change
So I just make the same mistakes
I always push to bend
But I can never break the frame
No I can never leave this place
Don't wanna live in this open source
Send me to live on some
Private golf course
Got pushed to bend
Passed the point of comfort
I lost control and the recoil sure hurt
I'm sorry I pushed and pushed
Til I could bend no more
I'm sorry I can't love you
The way I did before