Then it started raining Looking down from everything that I've done The southern wind whisper calmness This is my goodbye Is the day closing down on you again In a thousand different meaning They all feel the same I've become self-aware And I just wanna stay here long enough To say goodbye I won't there be waiting I would like to believe that there's nothing out there I would like to believe in this calmness And everything will be definitely And infinitely blank I just want this pain to stop I don't wanna be at peace And as I pick up the fanciest flower Just to drop them off the ground With the saddest relief that no one even wants You know that I'll be smiling As you drop me below the ground Know that most of us will be forgotten Even before our time As I drown with all the words you wouldn't hear me say Trapped in my lungs, and watch me fade away So, spare me with every hollow phrase you'll say Just to make you feel less empty Cause I'm sure of what I've done And what's done is done And now I'm just waiting for the rain to come