Then it started raining
Looking down from everything that I've done
The southern wind whisper calmness
This is my goodbye
Is the day closing down on you again
In a thousand different meaning
They all feel the same
I've become self-aware
And I just wanna stay here long enough
To say goodbye
I won't there be waiting
I would like to believe that there's nothing out there
I would like to believe in this calmness
And everything will be definitely
And infinitely blank
I just want this pain to stop
I don't wanna be at peace
And as I pick up the fanciest flower
Just to drop them off the ground
With the saddest relief that no one even wants
You know that I'll be smiling
As you drop me below the ground
Know that most of us will be forgotten
Even before our time
As I drown with all the words you wouldn't hear me say
Trapped in my lungs, and watch me fade away
So, spare me with every hollow phrase you'll say
Just to make you feel less empty
Cause I'm sure of what I've done
And what's done is done
And now I'm just waiting for the rain to come