Maybe I'd rather die Than watch my whole world slip away Even though I've lost faith I pray that it'll all be okay And everything that hurts me Will stay in my way Tell me you want me to leave Tell me you want me to stay I've been hoping that you'd change me Hoping that you'd wait for me Hoping that you'd save me I'm not the only one pushing away I've been hoping that you'd change me Hoping that you'd wait for me Hoping that you'd save me I'm not the only one pushing away I swore I'd follow your flag down Take the guns you hand out I'm by your side 'til the end now, 'til the end now But these waves are washing away I have everything I have left in me Tell me you want me to stay Tell me it's okay to leave I've been hoping that you'd change me Hoping that you'd wait for me Hoping that you'd save me I'm not the only one pushing away I've been hoping that you'd change me Hoping that you'd wait for me Hoping that you'd save me I'm not the only one pushing away I'm not the only one pushing away And someday when the coast lines fade I'm not the only one pushing away We'll stop this fighting and we'll find grace I'm not the only one pushing away I will bring you roses at the end of our days I'm not the only one pushing away Because it'll be over and we won't mean a thing I'm not the only one pushing away