You handed me a canvas and said "Why don't you just paint yourself instead?" These lines just won't intersect I'm struggling to cope with this, and it's killing me I can't see the hues in anything Pull my skin back again I'll show you were it all began Yes, it hurt when I watched your eyes avert And you said you'd never throw it all away And you fell away And I'm retracing everything as I feel my lungs collapse From trying to etch these feelings across my chest Would it make you care if I just left? Tear my skin back again I hate that you're indifferent Yes, it hurt when I watched your eyes avert And you said you'd never throw it all away And you fell away It's cold and I'm awake Feel the blood push past these veins And you'll say, "You'll be okay" I'm trying to let things go, but your name's cut in my throat For three years, you tortured your soul I'm nameless from this all Yes, it hurt And you said you'd never throw it all away And you fell away