I'm not happy, I pretend to be myself when I'm not Disconnected to my friends, I think they need me to stop Disconnected to my brothers, are they my brothers or not? I stopped fucking with the drugs and now my heads' too hot Spun Outta control, I'm a mess Done Playing it off. Cool, it got me distressed Meet me out west or meet me down south I ain't going to the north, that's where it all went down If I can't trust me, who can? If I'm not at peace, who cares? If I'm not, if I am If I let you in, are you really in? If I'm drowning would you reel me in? If I'm not, if I am This might be a cry for help or fake emotion Vacation to hell itself Vacant spots in the holes in my mind Just a moment in time I lost it all in the blink of an eye If I can't trust me, who can? If I'm not at peace, who cares? If I'm not, if I am If I let you in, are you really in? If I'm drowning would you reel me in? If I'm not, if I am