If I can do it
All over again (yeah)
I'd fuck them all up
(LaPret)
And it goes (the pain is fucking real)
A little something
Like this
If it was't you for my son
If it wasn't for my daughters
All my biggest fans
And my loyal ass supporters
Yo, I would probably die
From all this pain inside
Yo, I would probably die
Contemplating suicide
Still the days go by
And this world
Keeps on turning
I start to wonder why
(The real)
Reason I'm hurting
But then came you
The reason I survive
Then came you
You're the reason
I can't die, but I smile
Big boys they never cry
I say
All the real men
We let it out
I know
Tell me big boys
They never cry
They say
All the real men
Step to the front
And so
To make my way
I fake my smile
'Cause they say so
They like me now
And I don't talk
I only smile
To make my way
I fake my smile
And this shit hurts
I fake my smile
'Cause they say so
They love me now
And I don't talk
I only smile
And this shit hurts
Did I?
Fake my smile
Growing up was a bitch
Facing bullies in the hall
And if life wasn't a bitch
I would probably kill them all
Yo, I'm probably gon' die
With all this pain
Inside
Yo, I'm probably gon' die
Contemplating suicide
So many adults
Up in this room
And we still
Living wild
So I start to second guess
The real
Reason why I smile
And then came you
The reason I survive
And then came you
The reason I can't die
So I smile
Big boys they never cry
I say
All the real men
We let it out
I know
Tell me big boys
They never cry
They say
All the real men
Step to the front
And so
To make my way
I fake my smile
'Cause they say so
They like me now
And I don't talk
I only smile
To make my way
I fake my smile (big boys)
And this shit hurts (they never cry)
I fake my smile
'Cause they say so
They love me now
And I don't talk
I only smile
And this shit hurts
Did I?
Fake my smile