I feel like a racehorse Runnin' through traffic And soakin' in sadness I'm bout to crash, it's in my blood I built a casket Before it all happened I'm starting to panic over the damage I have done Is it too late For me to man up Get back Montana Cause I can't take it anymore The sun shines different on me these days But when I'm gone Put some sympathy on my grave It's been too long Cause LA feels like hell A stranger to myself I'm goin back to Montana Now I'm on a tight rope With both of my eyes closed Yeah when the wind blows, I wanna let go and free fall When I take a deep breath To put into context I'm sick of myself and I miss how it felt, I'm retracing my steps Is it too late For me to let up? Get back Montana Cause I can't take it anymore The sun shines different on me these days But when I'm gone Put some sympathy on my grave It's been too long Cause LA feels like hell I'm a stranger to myself I'm goin' back to Montana When all my days are done Will I have lived a lie? When all my youth is gone Will I be scared to die? Somehow I'm still alive The sun shines different on me these days When I'm gone Put some sympathy on my grave It's been too long Cause LA feels like hell A stranger to myself I'm goin' back to Montana I'm goin' back to Montana