I'm breaking my silence
I wanna let go
I'm watching myself
Finally walking through hidden doors
I lay in the cold
Wake up in sweat
The fears in my head they are not real they might pass
I know oh I know
Hold on to my dream
That some day I would
I'd be gentle and better and kind and I'd even materialize
Those ideas I keep inside
Oh yes I can see
That look in your eyes
Insecurities turn into demons and I think you know what they're like
Yeah you know what they're like
Sinners, beggars, judged and faithless
I'd rather be loud and shameless
Living life in damnation
I'd rather be bold than faceless