For the last time I double down for this life For the last time I wasn't made for this fight On the inside I wasn't born with this right Born with this right Born with this right Please don't get too comfortable I don't think I have control I've tried so hard to settle down Remember December You thought you had been given what I know In a new spot I been resistant to let go From the rooftops I might just jump if you say so Jump if you say so Jump if you say so Burning all these photographs I'm no longer holding back Another voice I hear below Told me I might die alone Please don't get too comfortable I don't think I have control I've tried so hard to settle down Remember December Look to the ceiling I can't even move But I know it's the truth that I ain't by myself And I know it's a problem cuz everyone around me's a ghost And I might even be one myself And I'm feeling so numb Never imagined the end would have come at a difficult price What if you didn't know things that I thought to myself And I wasn't afraid of my life And I know you too much A little too well Almost like we were just one in the same Look in the mirror I can't even see who I am Man, I can't even tell you my name Maybe the pills were what kept me insane Maybe I made it all up in my brain I need control of my life by the end of the night Told me I need to stay in my lane Please don't get too comfortable I don't think I have control I've tried so hard to settle down Remember December