Thank you for everything Thank you for every chance You gave me the attention I need But now I lost myself And there's still no light to lead me now Won't leave red stains on my way out Push me out of your new world Let me taste the dirt on the ground Let me drown I am faced down Hate is fed with my weakness Melted hearts are crushed by excuse Yet, I try to undo this I still want you I won't come through Thank you for everything Thank you for every chance You gave me the attention I need But now I lost myself And there's still no light to lead me now Won't leave red stains on my way out (You) know me better than I do Read my eyes and please let me in Let me exit my skin coat Won't ruin my dreams, let them fade out Won't fix myself to keep you away And the pain strikes every day I love your hate You hate my love I love your hate You hate my love I still want you I won't come through Thank you for everything Thank you for every chance You gave me the attention I need But now I lost myself And there's still no light to lead me now Won't leave red stains on my way out (This song is dedicated to an old friend who took his own life)