Spent one whole life on the same street Moved six houses down in the fifth grade Didn't have a communion But I used to wonder Am I allowed to pray Am I able to pray My sister says it's my cancer moon but I'll Never Know what that means Everything is stupid and I feel dumber now than I did at 17 And I can't stop to think about the passing of time Or I would get off the train right now Don't care about the station Don't care about the day I don't usually order french toast But you make it for me when I come over Didn't wanna be smaller when I was 10 I wanted to be 20, now I want it to be then My sister says it's my cancer moon but I'll Never understand that Everything is awful and I feel smarter now Than I will at 27 And I can't stop to think about the passing of time Or I would get off the train right now Don't care about the station Don't care about the day I hate to be impatient Doesn't matter anyway Maybe there's a reason I fit just below the branches When I run, when I run, when I run Like the sweat that cools me down Like the cold that tells me I'm alive When I can't feel my fingers Can't feel, can't feel Everything is temporary including me In the grand scheme of things I find that reassuring A dot in the timeline I find that reassuring I find that reassuring