Spent one whole life on the same street
Moved six houses down in the fifth grade
Didn't have a communion
But I used to wonder
Am I allowed to pray
Am I able to pray
My sister says it's my cancer moon but I'll
Never Know what that means
Everything is stupid and I feel dumber now than I did at 17
And I can't stop to think about the passing of time
Or I would get off the train right now
Don't care about the station
Don't care about the day
I don't usually order french toast
But you make it for me when I come over
Didn't wanna be smaller when I was 10
I wanted to be 20, now I want it to be then
My sister says it's my cancer moon but I'll
Never understand that
Everything is awful and I feel smarter now
Than I will at 27
And I can't stop to think about the passing of time
Or I would get off the train right now
Don't care about the station
Don't care about the day
I hate to be impatient
Doesn't matter anyway
Maybe there's a reason I fit just below the branches
When I run, when I run, when I run
Like the sweat that cools me down
Like the cold that tells me I'm alive
When I can't feel my fingers
Can't feel, can't feel
Everything is temporary including me
In the grand scheme of things
I find that reassuring
A dot in the timeline
I find that reassuring
I find that reassuring