So sick of feeling dead Laughing in my head Need snowy silence just to come around Remember what I said Accountability Living frozen, I can't trust myself When I see my breath It hurts, it burns my chest The air is poison ice, I'm not allowed Frost is in my hair, skin is turning red Been on the couch since the beginning I hunger for what I've been missing From the window of a plane In the winter, soft and ivory white You'd see my footsteps all in vain No start or stop, Just circles I don't know if I Can make it through the night I'm losing myself to this endless lie Searching for the end I'm going round and round Need something to get me up off the ground It's got me in it's claws Begging for release Trying to escape but there's no way out I know this can't go on Been here way too long Wasting time for what, I don't know why