Feels like my wallet's never green enough
My car is never clean enough
Still tryna figure out how to be me enough
(And I feel)
Have friends that I don't see enough
Make plans but I won't meet up
Guess I don't have to go on social media
(To feel meaningless)
Arched against the wall
Mask full of carbon dioxide
Pain in my chest
But no X-ray could find the bad lines
Treat our life like it's a game
Every single heart break, we swipe away
Looking for a savior, praying for the danger
But it never saves her
So we keep on making the same mistakes
Least I'm being honest, and not a fake
Looking for a savior, someone to change her
But it only breaks her
I've got my Uber driver therapist
My 50 unread messages
Reminders on my phone, just hit ignore again
(And I feel)
I've got my mom asking about my friends
Designer social ignorance
No matter what I do it all repeats and then
(I feel meaningless)
Arched against the wall
Mask full of carbon dioxide
Pain in my chest
But no X-ray could find the bad lines
Treat our life like it's a game
Every single heart break, we swipe away
Looking for a savior, praying for the danger
But it never saves her
So we keep on making the same mistakes
Least I'm being honest, and not a fake
Looking for a savior, someone to change her
But it only breaks her
Livin' in a
World of fake lashes
All of the lips that you kiss are prolly plastic
Taking all our pills and your self help classes
Think you look good, feed it to the masses
One meal a day, let's see what happens
(Let's see what happens)
Treat our life like it's a game
Every single heart break, we swipe away
Looking for a savior, praying for the danger
But it never saves her
So we keep on making the same mistakes
Least I'm being honest, and not a fake
Looking for a savior, someone to change her
But it only breaks her