A tattooed felon with addiction Society judges quick with conviction Speak my mind with open confliction Music my personal prescription Diagnosed with a sickness Product of my environment Maybe so A ticking time bomb About to explode Loyal to a fault I dont trust no more Forgiveness is key that i lack I Wanna take back my past My amends never back track I changed for my kids that's a fact Love me hate me right or wrong Outta my life i know you miss me now that i'm gone I'm like a loaded gun Look what the city made me I'm screaming at the sun Everyone knows im crazy Love me hate me fuck it all The world is so unrantional Love me hate right or wrong Bet you'll all remember when i'm gone So Love me hate me fuck it all The world is so irrantional Peoples opinions radical You hate me i don't care at all That's laughable Most opinions aren't practical Thats logical I've grown a lot guess im responsible A little crazy a little psychotic On the track with shifty iconic Both of us use to be alcoholics Look what the city made more bi products Im Standing here like a loaded gun I've changed my ways but don't push me son Snapback with a quickness Talk shit end up on the hit list Don't make me handle this But wait I gotta calm it down Nowadays i got kids to make proud Crazy how we change when were grown now I use to go out but now i'd rather sit home and kick my feet up on the couch I'm like a loaded gun Look what the city made me I'm screaming at the sun Everyone knows im crazy Love me hate me fuck it all The world is so unrantional Love me hate right or wrong Bet you'll all remember when i'm gone I'm like a loaded gun I'm on the edge Don't tempt me to push back You know im crazy I'm like a loaded gun I'm on the edge Don't tempt me to push back You know im crazy I'm like a loaded gun I'm like a loaded gun Look what the city made me I'm screaming at the sun Everyone knows im crazy Love me hate me fuck it all The world is so unrantional Love me hate right or wrong Bet you'll all remember when i'm gone When i'm gone When i'm gone When i'm gone