I been dealing with some **** Got diagnosed with depression Trying to get my mind out of it Stuck on a girl, that I can't get passed Tried to move on, I have not had much luck I'm lost, I'm just trying to be found Too deep in the water, I'm about to drown I try to swim to the top But life brings me down I'm lost, no one comes around No one cares, no ones here All alone, looking in the mirror I'm in a dark place Maybe the bars safe Maybe I need therapy, I'm a hard case Mentally deranged, yeah my heart aches We're all fighting, I'm in first place I feel misplaced Trying to find myself, I need a home base I'm an open book, you can see my face I got flaws, that I embrace I'm not perfect Slow and steady wins the race I've been running at the wrong pace Just to showcase, what I got What I'm worth Need to take a step back And find my worth I need to re center my perception Of who I am But who am I I'm lost Trying to find myself Regardless of the cost Who am I I'm lost Trying to find myself Regardless of the cost I just want to be me I just want to be free I wear my heart on my sleeve I just need to believe That through the pain and the struggles That I can achieve Anything that I choose to believe I just want to be me I just want to be free I wear my heart on my sleeve I just need to believe That through the pain and the struggles That I can achieve Anything that I choose to believe I just want to be me I just want to be free I wear my heart on my sleeve I just need to believe That through the pain and the struggles That I can achieve Anything that I choose to believe I just want to be me I just want to be free I'm battling with some demons That's inside my head I've been feeling down lately I just lay in bed So many thoughts What if I was dead Would it be easier This light, I'm trying to shed They say it'll get better But it's gotten worse Going through stormy weather When it rains, yeah it pours Climbing many floors Trying to find the right door But I'm locked out I'll never ask for handout I've been on the lookout Just trying to find the key I know success starts with me But my biggest competition is me I know I'm suppose to lead But you're hurting I'm hurting It's okay to bleed It's okay to plead I just need The pain to go away So I can be me So I can be free I just want to be me I just want to be free I wear my heart on my sleeve I just need to believe That though the pain and the struggles That I can achieve Anything that I choose to believe I just want to be me I just want to be free I wear my heart on my sleeve I just need to believe That though the pain and the struggles That I can achieve Anything that I choose to believe I just want to be me I just want to be free I wear my heart on my sleeve I just need to believe That though the pain and the struggles That I can achieve Anything that I choose to believe I just want to be me I just want to be free I wear my heart on my sleeve I just need to believe That though the pain and the struggles That I can achieve Anything that I choose to believe I just want to be free