I don't know what I'm doing out here
They say I'm wasting my life away
Oh well I guess some people make mistakes
Sorry I didn't align to your pathway
Effervescent gemini season
I can't come up with better reasons
Think I'm breaking lose
But I'm still hanging by a thread
My mind plays back all those old feelings
You come and go into my life
Like the birds who never stay
I can't do it anymore
Don't know you keep score
Think I might melt away
I can't do it anymore
Every day I pray for rain
I'm bubbling away
Every day I pray for rain
Sometimes I still feel worthless
Heart's all over the place
Can't seem to get it straight
I don't think I can feel anything
Heart's all over the place
Can't seem to get it straight
Is this all just an illusion
I don't feel anything
I think I'm way past the bling
News and outrage graffiti'd over me
Heart's all over the place
What does it all mean?
Is this all just an illusion
I don't feel anything
Is this all just an illusion?
I can't do it anymore
Don't know you keep score
Think I might melt away
I can't do it anymore
Every day I pray for rain
I'm bubbling away
Every day I pray for rain