It looks like this party's finally getting over
I still wanted to try and get to know ya
I miss you like I'm on the road to california
The truth is I don't even know yet
I'm unsettled
I'm rattled
Shame on me
Cause I can't control my fate
You've got me
In bad patterns
Wondering how I got here anyway
You
You were all I ever wanted
It's true
I lost my mind
I never found it
I'll never go back
Can't be replaced
Everywhere I go
I still see your face
I still dream of different days
But now I'm on a new wave
I shape shift myself
Into a new phase
Heart still burning
But you cant feel my pain
Waiting for it to just
Fall into place
Dreams where I no longer have to explain my rage
Don't want these dark clouds
All over you
We're all tired of bad news
All the grey and old mistakes
Bad thoughts
And avenues
Can't seem to
Contain this
Do you think that I should just
Stay back
Don't know how I
Keep waking up
Keep on keep on waking up
You
You were all I ever wanted
It's true
I lost my mind
I never found it
I'll never go back
Can't be replaced
Everywhere I go
I still see your face
I still dream of different days
But now I'm on a new wave
I shape shift myself
Into a new phase
Heart still burning
But you cant feel my pain
Waiting for it to just
Fall into place
Dreams where I no longer have to explain my rage