Here you are again, breaking pencils against paper that won't yield shit You've lost your focus, he's funnier than you, plays guitar better than you ever will And just as another line refuses to be written, the lights begin to dim And you lose any hope of finding your way to the door Trip over your desk or maybe it's just your severed head Lying where it belongs, completing the metaphor, you've lost your head, get it? The windows fly open and the blinds slam shut, city's turning its back on you And turning around and back and through but never towards you Here you are now, lying on your back on a dirty rug, ever smoked a cigarette? Things were simpler back when your friends smoked cigarettes But things aren't simple with her and him and she but never quite we Its been a week but you're freaking and terrified of losing what you'll never have again. Hold on tight to that rug cause it looks like you're ascending To the room above, where people are fucking Through again, above that, why's she crying? Too late now, you're above it all, and it's cold It's cold and it's beautiful, and its all so much it hurts And as your blood slows and thickens you take one last look And you see