Check Awkward and sensual, a drunk intellectual I eat your shadow for breakfast, now it won't let me go Social obligations remember me When I helped you lay the bricks Mason, tending sheep I'm just another blurry face in the background of someone's home video And as far as pity goes, I call this city home in vain Every promise I broke along the way Ashamed and living long Closed narcissistic textbook for all the right reasons But still left shook 'cause there's nothing left in this town Spit at my reflection 'cause I let you all down Maybe I searched for something I could never find Now I think every moment how I've wasted all my time And I'm screaming out, "Don't let me down" Yeah, well, don't let me down I've got a sour grape syndrome that deserves its own attendant With a smiley face and a silver pendant I penned it, but I forgot logic in the backseat of the taxi Now I'm stranded on earth fighting the waves of the black sea I had a craving to crave, I live in my own light But in this labyrinth maze, a wrong shared is half right Now I'm baked out of colors and pasted notes And I awake to the mother of my wasted hope Hope my brain can cope with another painful stroke Of a brush with paint that flows deep with the veins that I'm dosed Fumbling over the memories maybe so close they linger Lost in the calm of the winter, marked by tasteless jokes Was a patient bloke, but my patience broke Now I'm draped in the foam of salty seas with waves that choke This damn disease I know It makes me dream of better histories glittering with gleaming gold I wish i could take it all back Every mistake, every thought that I ever had Erased and gone in the morning fog in a flash But it's never easy as that when dreams are defeated And dragged to the ground I'll scream to clouds now Nothing lasts Maybe I searched for something I could never find Now I think every moment how I've wasted all my time And I'm screaming out, "Don't let me down" Yeah, well, don't let me down Maybe I searched for something I could never find Now I think every moment how I've wasted all my time And now there's nothing here so I left it all behind And I'm screaming out, "Don't let me down" Maybe I searched for something I could never find Now I think every moment how I've wasted all my time And I'm screaming out, "Don't let me down" Yeah, well, don't let me down