I'm done with the drinking Falling flat on my face Wasted, away all my good graces Can't find my friends like I'm lost at the party I'm done with the boys who Keep causing me pain Poison, when I carry the blame It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody Now it's all in the past, no, I'm not going back Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad-bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad-bad to myself, yeah I'm done being selfish My hollow words Lying, scared that I can't be heard And I need a chance at a real conversation I'm done overthinking Every step that I take Poison, the way that I hesitate And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad-bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad-bad to myself No demon in me that I can't fight Look in the mirror this is my life Even through all four seasons Fighting for my new freedom No demon in me that I can't fight Look in the mirror this is my life Even through all four seasons Fighting for my new freedom Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad-bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad-bad to myself, yeah