I'm so deflated I've grown content with falling short of what I want Nights alone leave me frustrated with my thoughts I'm missing everything in search of my own fate I feel the pressure, As I dissipate 'Cause I won't be coming back Telling myself that I just can't give up Falling behind, but I still find my way And I've been Spending time, spending time Finding myself Spending time, spending time Finding myself It's too late for me I've watched the colours in my face turn into grey I know there's so much for me here But if you wait for me, I won't be too long I will find my way back to you And I will find my way Back to you 'Cause I won't be coming back Telling myself that I just can't give up Falling behind, but I still find my way And I've been Spending time, spending time Finding myself Spending time, spending time Finding myself 'Cause I won't be coming back Telling myself that I just can't give up Falling behind, but I still find my way And I've been Spending time, spending time Finding myself Spending time, spending time Finding myself I can't stay I promise that I one day will return I will never let you, hold me down