So I found our old haunts
Where I never thought I'd be alone
Well I got what I wanted
How wrong I was to wish such a thing
Now I escape to those places
To get away from the grey
And the piles of reasons
To stay
There are better things to do
More valiant roles to take
I'd talk to you if only I knew what to say
It's the chemicals in my brain
I'm drying up but I'm soaked to the bone
I'll stand on my rock
Wishing to scream
(Leave me alone)
But I'm too fucking pathetic
(I'm all alone)
So I'll choke on my words
And bury my head in the sand