So I found our old haunts Where I never thought I'd be alone Well I got what I wanted How wrong I was to wish such a thing Now I escape to those places To get away from the grey And the piles of reasons To stay There are better things to do More valiant roles to take I'd talk to you if only I knew what to say It's the chemicals in my brain I'm drying up but I'm soaked to the bone I'll stand on my rock Wishing to scream (Leave me alone) But I'm too fucking pathetic (I'm all alone) So I'll choke on my words And bury my head in the sand