Getting sick and tired of convincing my deranged head all night long
It's been way too long since I could decide right or wrong
I'd rather to lock it up inside than making a clear second thought
Cause sanity is one thing I hardly ever got
My confidence got so awful dent
Yet my tolerance got badly bent
My mental stability reaches its bitter end
Fire spreads wild inside my head
All my perspective soaks in dark red
That's it I'm shutting down and I'm gonna fade
I wanna drown myself when I got stranded deep inside my agony
I tried so hard to put my catastrophic mind on the shelf
I'd rather to lock it up inside until my real conscience got decay
Cause sanity is one thing that still seems so far away
My confidence got so awful dent
Yet my tolerance got badly bent
My mental stability reaches its bitter end
Fire spreads wild inside my head
All my perspective soaks in dark red
That's it I'm shutting down and I'm gonna fade