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Remember when my life was startin'
My sanity has been departin'
My heart is the piece that I'm guardin'
Made it alive but is it rewardin'
Hear out my cries when I am recordin'
My lyrics are therapy of what I'm discardin
(What I'm discardin')
I saw my best friend turn into my opp
From the bottom of my soul I can't wait till he shot
Remember back when I was in my high school
The ones that I loved were the ones that I thought that I knew
Wasn't havin' a clue on the way I was being done dirty
So that is why now I'm totin' a thirty
What's in my dial my Jewish attorney
This is our lives comin' out of Jersey
I cannot sleep during the day but neither the night
Questionin' why I wasn't shown mercy
But this is my journey
Ask if I'm worthy
Business not slowin' down I'm in a hurry
The feds be watchin' my gram
My opps on the hunt
But it's fuck all that shit because I'm an artist
I'm tryna make sure that family get right to the harvest
AR-fifteen my aim been the sharpest
Don't even judge me you don't know my story
I remember this bitch had them niggas stalkin' me out
Scopin' me out
Black mini vans with choppas inside for me and my mother to go be aired out
Remember when I was off xans and ecstasy pills wasn't an addict for clout
Takin' a sixty to cope with the damage
This roxy I'm takin' my body won't manage
We fell over money
But brodie you fu
I won't even start to expose the truth
How is ya mans a hitta but can't even shoot
I'm the reason you wasn't found dead and left on a stoop
Yeah left on the stoop
Remember when my life was startin'
My sanity has been departin'
My heart is the piece that I'm guardin'
Made it alive but is it rewardin'
Hear out my cries when I am recordin'
My lyrics are therapy of what I'm discardin
(What I'm discardin')
Remember when my life was startin'
My sanity has been departin'
My heart is the piece that I'm guardin'
Made it alive but is it rewardin'
Hear out my cries when I am recordin'
My lyrics are therapy of what I'm discardin
(What I'm discardin')
Love get hurt and love get you kilt
I put many people in front of me fuck what I built
Defendin' the names of those people even though I was snaked
Loyalty put you in guilt
Mixin' a four in a crush and I snorted a pill
My happiness started to wilt
Passed out on the floor with a pint and a liter I spilt
But it's time to rebuild
I 'member as clear
Takin' a fifteen in school I felt like a zombie
Was in love with wocky
Feel like I'm soulless these percocets givin' me hugs
Remember the feelin' I felt like a million
I was feelin' warm
Just for two hours right later to go through the storm
Can't count on my brothers I pray they don't fold
I heard the same stories from niggas I thought that was bold
Why I be movin' as one can't put faith in family either
I only put hope in the metal
Silence the strap like I'm part of the army
All of these demons are summoned upon me
Nothin' will stop me my kidneys are itchin' for codeine
I need a new line so I can go calm me
Too many voices on how they gone bomb me
Remember when my life was startin'
My sanity has been departin'
My heart is the piece that I'm guardin'
Made it alive but is it rewardin'
Hear out my cries when I am recordin'
My lyrics are therapy of what I'm discardin
(What I'm discardin')