Yes I'm stubborn, foolish, tired, dumb enough
To try to convince you
That I'm ready, that I'm fine, that I'm right
To try to convince you
That it's time, oh this time, yes this time I won't disappoint you
You
I'm doing this all for you
Oh I know that I'm so goddamn delusional
I'm doing this all for you
Oh I know that I'm so goddamn delusional
I know I'm misdirected but I'm doing all I can
To convince you
That I'm putting in the work
I'm trying all I can
To convince you
That I know I made this so much harder than it had to be
I'm trying again
To be a good friend
I'm doing this all for you
Oh I know that I'm so goddamn delusional
I'm doing this all for you
Oh I know that I'm so goddamn delusional
Oh oh oh
I know it
I know it
I know it
Delusional, delusional, delusional