Well I never Was as pathetic As you were, before Lets say things were different Now say I had changed I'd still stay right here looking for people to blame But myself But I told my best friends that I found the one But I haven't found my way to her yet Told my best friends that I found the one But I haven't found my way away from her 'Cause it's so hard But I still tried to understand As best as I can I tried to understand Why she slipped right through my hands 'Cause it's so hard What I had wasn't love, not love but obsession So I changed my ideals, my words, my intentions 'Cause nobody knows what I really want Nobody knows but you So I told my best friends that I found the one But I haven't found my way to her yet Told my best friends that I found the one But haven't found my way away from her 'Cause it's so hard But I still tried, I tried to understand I tried, I tried to understand 'Cause it's so hard What I had wasn't love, not love but obsession So I changed my ideals, my words, my intentions 'Cause nobody knows what I really want Nobody knows but you I tried to understand I tried, tried to understand