I left a thought that scarred me
The scar still drains the life out of me
Mandatory presence is obliged
Blinded by the things I couldn't see
Guided by comfort i will get through
If the thoughts keeps me breathing nobody knows
Feels like our life is just a rolling dice
The uncertainty keep haunting me
For the first time i found reality
I'm beginning to doubt our existence
I'm drowning in silence
I'm going deeper, deeper than ever
Where it may lead our self consciousness
To a state of mind where we ask ourselves
Are we meant to breathe the essence of life
Or are we tricked into our own disbeliefs
Why do i crave my own sorrow
Are we certain to be here tomorrow
I've had my share of misery, hardly a soul can see the lies
It's bad enough to ignore our feelings, still everyone tries
We are straying to far from the trail but the path is ours to walk alone
Pessimistic, tired of bullshit
Make up your god damn mind
Is someone waiting for you back home
Would you turn around and change what you've done
Are you ready to explain the cause of our loss
Would you do it over no matter the cost
Feels like our life is just a rolling dice
The uncertainty keeps haunting me
For the first time i found reality
I'm beginning to doubt our existence
To doubt our existence
In the aftermath
Of our life's resistance
Is where you'll find the answers
Of our divided world