I'm sad, sad, sad, sad So sad I'm sad, sad, sad, sad So sad I'm sick of living on the edge I been just tryna survive Had a couple drinks tonight So she don't want me to drive She don't want me to drive I been dead for so long I just wanna feel alive I'm so sad So sad, don't know why I try My demons trying to get the best of me I know the devil testing me Need a keeper All these plastic girls keep on wrecking me Heavy metal, need a gun Abandon me, she better run I'm paranoid all the time I can never have fun So I drink until I'm numb Drink until I'm numb I'm so sad I'm so sad Thought she was the one Playing hide and seek with love Even though I'm young, young, young Wanna try some pills Just for the thrills Wanna see how it feels They say time heals Waiting on my turn I feel I'm up next If time really kills me I'll be upset Cause I still haven't found love yet She probably only want me for my money and sex Check my phone that's another break up text Dang I'm sick of living on the edge I been just tryna survive Had a couple drinks tonight So she don't want me to drive She don't want me to drive I been dead for so long I just wanna feel alive I'm so sad So sad, don't know why I try Feel a lot of ways I got a couple options Mix emotions with the drugs Make some evil concoctions I tell them I'm alright Man I'm okay I'll try again another day I still got hope that it's greener on the other side Maybe, baby I wish you could hear the voices inside my head Screaming save me, save me I'm sick of living on the edge I been just tryna survive Had a couple drinks tonight So she don't want me to drive She don't want me to drive I been dead for so long I just wanna feel alive I'm so sad So sad, don't know why I try