Is this life we're living? I ask myself if this worth it Everyday I would be mad for no reason Without seeing, my mom was the one I was hurting Yelling back and fourth Sometimes just for no reason I didn't see the purpose of living I was just searching for a reason Tried to put on a fake smile But inside, I knew I was so beaten Beaten and bruised Beaten and used Like "God, why me?" I was confused Looking out my window thinking "why do I refuse?" Refuse to have some hope Refuse to think that I was something special, "I'm a joke" That's what I told myself I wouldn't help myself I would just let myself, fall into this pit of sadness I regret that now But ain't no time for regrets That's all I got to say I say it with my chest Yeah these the words I got to say I can't go back to the old days I can't go back to my old ways These things that I be stressing to them all day But they don't care about what I say I got to tell them all what I say I got to give them all a reason To believe in me All-Star Mentality R.I.P to all my lost ones It's a tragedy (Oh) What about now? How you feel about it? Cause I've been thinking for a while Like, HOW I feel about it And I don't even know how to explain it I feel like the whole process of doing so, is really draining It's draining me And I've been stuck in a cycle, I'm so tired And I don't even know where to go And I've been trying so hard to stay afloat I'm not trying to sink the boat But it feels like that's exactly what I'm doing though Cause I Don't know what to do with these things I'm feeling I, Don't know how to cope with these things I'm dealing With or without you I feel so empty Sit down, and give up I swear that it be tempting I can't go back to the old days I can't go back to my old ways These things that I be stressing to them all day But they don't care about what I say I got to tell them all what I say I got to give them all a reason To believe in me All-Star Mentality R.I.P to all my lost ones It's a tragedy (Oh)