I never realised that you were everything I didn't understand until you'd gone They say that grief is the gateway to the Lover The only way I can feel is through loss Wah oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Wah oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Intrusive thoughts about your demise It's the only way I can feel a thing for you Hemmed in by grief on all sides How did I end up like this? How did I end up like thiis? No oh wah ha oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh, wah ha oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh I never realised that you were everything I didn't understand until you'd gone You had to die for you to be everything I didn't understand until you were done So shut down so back to front A PhD in being numb This isn't how I want to be Maybe one day I'll open up Maybe one day I'll grow up No oh wah ha oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh, wah ha oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh